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  • i miss scotty

    we see each other every day, but often times in the wee bit hours before bedtime, we have enough time to eat dinner, chat for half an hour and then sleep. to wake up and be MIA from each other until often times late at night again.  We are both so busy these days.  Him with work, me with work, projects, special opportunities, internships, pledging to APO and community service.  I just worry we're gonna burn out. And I am exhausted but happy.  Since we are both moving forward and making things happen in life and I am able to make a difference all the while.  Which is what makes me happy.  And i know that I am loved and I am so happy for both of us and know that this is all awesome and I am grateful. 

    BUT alas...throughout my long days...I miss Scotty. 
    And sometimes I wish I was not so busy, just because I worry for my sanity. HAHAHA. 

    BUT I FEEL SO BLESSED AND LUCKY. to have so many opportunities and most of all for having such a wonderful guy in my life who loves me, supports me and believed in me, thanks for empowering me to reach for the stars hunny!

    btw. i don't like Stockton. I was at UOP for a convention type thing yest and OMG it is FREEZING there.  SO COLD.  I am still frostbitten from the whole day of being chilled to the bone there and am wearing 6 layers today.  But man was UOP a beautiful campus.

  • Easter Goodness

    Easter goodies have flooded the stores!!!

    Yesterday I enjoyed a delicious and perfect Cadbury Creme Egg for Breakfast.
    MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

    ya..ok maybe i shouldn't have had it for b'fast. but i was out all morning and had nothing but the one of four cadbury creme I had bought with me.
    it was meant to be. i just LOVE easter for it's goodies though.

    Also delectable:

    Cadbury's Mini Eggs

    I bought two, one bag for scott to take to work to share and one that is in a zip lock ready for me to munch. lol.
    There is just something about Cadbury mini eggs and creme eggs that are almost magical. 

    I've got two of the all time favorite Easter treats.  I am in HEAVEN.
    Finding out class got cancelled today...PRICELESS.


    Now, I can get all the other ten million things that were lagging and getting neglected out of the way. YAY!
    I am so incredibly busy this semester.  I barely have time to eat dinner and sleep.

    How about you dear reader?  What is your favorite candy for the season?

  • is that not one very happy doggy? hehe.  she came along with us on our vday weekend adventures around the bay area and got caught in a beautiful sunset.  I love when pooh seems to be smiling, because more often than not she seems to be forlornly sad.  It's just how her little scrunched face is.  And I love her in everyway, but when she is smiling...in those moments, everything in the world seems to be going right and it does truly feel as though happiness beams out of shampooh's little soul to remind me that no matter how hard the going, there is always a perfect sunset, a perfect day of accomplishment and doing good, a perfect day with friends and loved ones, a perfect moment we get to steal away for keeps in our memories...

    and that my friends is what makes being able to live and find those little stolen moments of happiness worthwhile.
    minus well make the most of it. this year is the year where I am really beginning to make the most of life without apologies.  I refuse to be the punching bag to anyone, to allow my dreams and aspirations to be crushed or belittled and discouraged, I refuse to be around people who make me feel anything but positive about myself and the person I am trying to be...because I am not perfect, but I am trying hard to be the best I can be everyday, which is a lot more than I can say for a lot of people.  At least I try. And try I will do to keep a positive outlook, to live a life that moves continually forward, to not give a damn what anybody else thinks and to live for and be myself for once, to really make the most that life offers to me.  Because life can be a truly splendid thing, you just can't let anything bring you down or get in your way and you have to believe and fight for the right to find happiness and be yourself.  Sad but true, you gotta fight for everything good in this world, unless you are blessed with amazing karma and everything just gets handed to you on a silver platter..if so you best be appreciating every morsel.

    But seriously, just think how tragic it would have been if we missed that sunset and Scott didn't realize the perfection in the moment and didn't take that radiant photo above!! What a shame! See?  It's all in the moment and what you choose to notice and make of it.  Life my friends, the quality of life is in our hands, we just have to reach for it and make it ours.

  • The Might Egg


    i love eggs. but today a hard boiled egg nearly killed me.
    i woke up today and boiled up two eggs for b'fast.

    i let them cool off, perfect little spheres peeled and ready for eatin on my drive to work.
    I was starved. So i take a bite and the first egg reveals a strange purple speck in the dissected egg. 
    There it was a strange dark purple spot staring at me from the white.
    I was wierded out.  I decided to swallow the top half of the egg that was already being chewed in my mouth and toss the rest.

    The second egg was so GOOD and un wierd.  I gobbled it nearly whole. 
    Bad idea.
    The egg got stuck on its way down and just hovered there on its way down my digestive tract and someplace near my heart.  I couldn't breathe or move. It hurt so bad. and there i was on Golden Gate Ave trying to slowly drive while taking huge heaves of air whenever it was humanly possible to do so in between the pain.  I eventually got saved by a swig of green tea, but OMG I seriously thought I was going to die.  What a freak of a story that would have been.

    BREAKING NEWS
    A young asian female has been reported to have died of consuming a boiled egg too quickly which caused he breathing and driving problems and she passed away this morning on her commute to work.

    HAHAHA.  WHAT A DORKUS.  BUt seriously, it was a very scary and painful minute of having an egg give me a heart attack.  GEES.

    I had to share this freak occurence so I can say.  PLEASE TAKE CARE WHEN EATING BOILED EGGS, especially when extremely hungry and on way to work.

    LoL.  Hope no one else does a stupid move like that. Have a nice day!

    "Egg" Poster

  • windchill factor

    According to the radio on my drive home:

    It was reported that there were 98 mph winds at 710 pm at Angel Island today. 

    Trees fell and landed on power lines in SF and knocked the energy out of the Sunset.

    HWY 101 Southbound after Paul Ave. experienced three lanes being shut down earlier tonight when a tree fell and obstructed three of four lanes in the highway, right near the merge there.

    HWY 280 Southbound also experienced obstruction due to tree debris caused by the strong winds near Black Mountain Road in Burlingame.

    The worst: Skyline is closed off up in Santa Cruz maybe until even tomorrow, due to some fallen tree.

    Even more frightening is when you read the article on ALL the damage this one storm has caused today:

    http://sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2006/02/27/MNGOFHFSU018.DTL

    DRIVE SAFELY, KEEP WARM, and TRY TO STAY DRY EVERYONE!!

  • A birthday wish sealed with a kiss...

    This is a very special celebration for one of the most special people to ever walk this Earth.

    He is a miracle to everyone he meets.
    A beacon of goodness that is rare in this flimsy world we have all come to know.
    And I just want the most special person in my life to know how special he is
    to me and everyone he knows.

    Scotty you make any place a better place.
    I am so thankful that you were born 25 years and 8 hours ago.
    You have brought so much love, peace, and joy into my life-
            and I know that I am not the only one to feel that they have met one of the best and most honorable people on the planet
            after having been lucky enough to get to know you.
    I have seen the appreciation those who are your family and friends have for you.
    And witnessed their admiration and love for you.
    And as for me I still pinch myself to make sure you are not just a dream.
    And as sappy as it may be-
        I really know that I am the luckiest one, because I get to know you mostest and closest.

    My life has been changed by knowing you through the years.
    As a friend, you were always quick to listen and understand with the deepest compassion.
    And now as the love of my life,
    you rest the endless worries of my mind,
    give my soul wings to fly,
    show me what support, hope, certainty and love really mean,
     and take care of me and my old heart with such gentle care.
    And you love all of our kin, (human and not) so thoroughly too!
    .thank you for being such a wonderful person.
    .i love you.


    And now a birthday wish for my dearest scottie


    As the days go by,
    may each one bring you

    simple pleasures to enjoy,


    bright hopes for the future


    and the happiness of knowing


    how special you are to others

    SCOTTY

    I wish you nothing but the best that life has to offer
    and the courage to make your dreams come true.

  • Business Formal Attire

    "Business Woman" Giclee Print

    I have to say that in 25 years of dressing myself or being dressed, nothing is as baffling to me or as complicated as figuring out the appropriate ensemble for a business formal function.  Apart from a suit pant or skirt with a suit jacket.  Which in itself was a monumental challenge to find in my size, as of today I have one Theory suit I wear to every business function.  Gross but that thing cost me a hefty bundle and is the only thing I have the time to acquire as of now, given that I do not want to spend yet another $600 on a suit when I haven't even begun working yet and being able to afford such a luxury good, no matter how practical and necessary.  Second I do not have the energy to go through that insane amount of scrambling and trying on off suit combos.  I must have lost three pounds doing all of that.

    But now that I have this all occassion business suit, the trick is the kind of top you wear to go with it underneath the jacket. Oh the number of possibilities.  It says that the top allows for flexibility and the showing of your personality.  BUT HELLO.  Usually business formal means a blouse, which also is a mission impossible for me to find one that fits right and isn't too big.  A camisole is nice, but feels too casual.  A T-Shirt too plain. A sweater, borderline too casual.  I don't know.  And all the choices in the world wouldn't change the fact that no matter how you wear a suit, it's always hard to get used to it.  I need to gain weight or go to Japan and specifically spend a trillion bucks outfitting myself with suit options that fit. hahaha.

    Men are lucky I think it's easier for men to look nice in a suit and professional.  For women a suit means, the right shoes, the right jewelry
    , the right top, the right lipstick, the right blush, the right way to do your hair, the right purse or portfolio to match, the right every minute detail that has you up until 3 am pulling out one's hair in a state of pure minutia delirium.

    That or I'm just way too scrawny to pull off a suit right.  That's probably it and everyone else actually looks amazing in a suit with just a little extra effort, while I end up looking like I took my mother's suit out for swim on dry land for the day.

    lol. seriously though, dressing business formal is such a awkward thing for me.  monumentally challenging.  If anyone has any advice on this topic.  What is and isn't acceptable.  What possibilities I can try out...where I can purchase a suit at a more reasonable wallet friendly price that fits tiny people who are vertically challenged.  What make up is best, and what hair combo is most appealing, ETC. Or for men in the workplace, what seems to be a good suit combo that you have seen your female colleagues wear that is polished and professional?  ANY AND ALL TIPS WILL BE APPRECIATED. As I am completely clueless on this matter.

    PLEASE SHARE!!! 

    THANK YOU!!

  • A featured photo from Flickr:

    Reminds me of my inner bookworm that is just screaming to read literature outside of the hardcover bindings of textbooks.

    Harry Potter better not get released again and become a must read that disrupts my focus. 

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    Please take this time to select adjectives that describe me, so I can have better personality awareness:

    http://kevan.org/johari?name=TRUINFINITI

    The Johari Window was invented by Joseph Luft and Harrington Ingram in the
    1950s as a model for mapping personality awareness. By describing yourself from
    a fixed list of adjectives, then asking your friends and colleagues to describe
    you from the same list, a grid of overlap and difference can be built up.

    You can get your own Johari Window, or
    contribute to TRUINFINITI's.

    It's interesting and YOU have to set one up too, it's fascinating what you think of yourself vs. what others actually think of you-and it will open your eyes to the ways you are percieved.  It'll help in interviews at least, to work on strong parts of your character to stand out and SHINE.  Eh, either way it's an interesting little self assessor.

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    A weekend spent mostly sleeping, Airborne drinking, and taking it easy and I STILL can't get over this stupid cold!!!
     Does anyone have any proven methods to beat a cold?  Could you please share?

    THANK YOU!

  • College
    Image credit: Jacobs Stock Photography/Getty Images
    Top 10 College Majors
    Article provided by The Princeton Review

    If you're currently pondering what to
    settle on as your major--or even if you're just curious what tomorrow's
    job applicants are majoring in today--here's a top 10 list for you. Not
    that this should sway you. In fact, the popularity of majors has little
    to do with actual demand for related fields in the workplace. The
    career fields with the most opportunities do not always appeal to the
    student masses. And the majors that sound most exciting to students do
    not always lead to equally snazzy-sounding jobs.

    Nonetheless, here we've included the ten most popular majors. You'll
    also find advice on what to expect in the program and where this major
    might lead in the job market. 

    1) Psychology. Psychology is the study of the way
    humans and animals interact and respond to their environment; in
    essence, it's the study of behavior and the thoughts and motivations
    behind it. Cool thing about this major: analyzing your friends and
    family. Not so cool thing: you pretty much have to go to grad school to
    do anything at all related to this, which is perfectly fine, if you
    understand and commit to that path from the get-go. Just don't expect
    four years of college alone to get you your own private practice where
    people lie on a couch and tell you their troubles for $95 an hour.
    You'll need an extra five to seven years of schooling and a Ph.D. or
    Psy.D. before you can do that.

    2) English. You'll find English majors in countless
    types of jobs. Many of these jobs are the communications-based careers
    you'd expect--author, reporter, journalist, editor, radio broadcaster,
    advertising, and public relations executives--but plenty of them aren't
    quite so obvious. English majors also become teachers, lawyers (after
    law school, of course), film directors, politicians, actors, you name
    it. Why is an English major so versatile? Probably because English
    programs focus on the liberal arts, in addition to literature,
    language, and writing. As a result, they produce well-rounded,
    well-read individuals who have studied life in words across the globe.
    Sound good? Be prepared to read, think, write, discuss, and then read a
    whole lot more.

    3) Mathematics. Math majors--such an interesting
    breed! Analytical, precise, and often quite quirky. As a mathematics
    major you're in for--you guessed it--tons and tons of math. Some
    schools offer degree programs that can be combined with a major in
    business, economics, physics, or computer science. Some popular
    math-oriented careers include actuary, economist, businessperson,
    professor, physicist, statistician, and auditor. If courses in Abstract
    Algebra, Complex Variables, History of Math, Number Theory, and Vector
    Analysis appeal to you, you and your amazing brain will feel right at
    home.

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    4) Business Administration and Management.
    Did you save your allowance instead of blowing it each week? Did you
    start your own lawn-mowing business when you were still in grade
    school? They always said you had a mind for business, and now you're
    ready to prove it. Business majors often find success in the field of
    their choice, working their way up the ladder to become managers,
    executives, and vice presidents in a company. A major in business
    offers focused training in accounting, finance, marketing, economics,
    human resources, and decision making. You'll learn to budget, organize,
    plan, hire, direct, control, and manage an organization. And you'll
    find even more chances for career growth if you go on to business
    school and earn your MBA.

    5) Biology. Biology majors focus on the living
    world, meaning everything from microscopic organisms to the human body.
    In addition to being a stepping stone for med school, a major in
    biology can lead to a job in such growing fields as genetics,
    biotechnology, or medical research. Veterinarians, optometrists,
    ecologists, biochemists, and environmentalists all may have majored in
    biology.

    6) Chemistry. As you know
    from your class in high school, chemistry examines the composition,
    structure, properties, and reactions of matter, the stuff of the
    universe. The skills you gather as a chemistry major can be applied to
    any number of fields, from pharmaceuticals to biotechnology to
    environmentalism. Chemistry majors gain a strong background in the
    sciences, spend some quality time in the lab, and often work as
    chemists or chemical engineers in a wide variety of companies.

    7) History. Not only will a history major prepare you to be an impressive contestant on Jeopardy!,
    it will also make a fine foundation for a career in politics, activism,
    law, or journalism. Many students find the stories of the past--whether
    they involve ancient Greece or modern Africa--to be an exciting field
    of study. If that's you, be prepared for lots of critical thinking and
    a great deal of reading and writing. History majors may wind up in any
    number of careers--from teaching to research--because they're good at
    digging up information, remembering it, and finding patterns.

    8) Political Science. Has there ever been a better
    time to sign on for the academic study of politics and government? This
    major breaks down everything from revolutions to political parties to
    voting behavior and public policy all across the world. It's a pretty
    broad subject involving heavy doses of reading and writing, even
    statistical analysis. Many schools will want you to choose a
    concentration, such as Comparative Politics, American Politics, or even
    Political Economics. Post-graduation options include: politics,
    campaign work, journalism, diplomacy, lobbying, and, of course, law
    school.

    9) Accounting. Here's a straightforward but fairly
    technical and numbers-oriented major, combining economics, the
    interpretation of financial data, and management skills. If you want to
    go beyond the general title of "accountant," you might consider
    specializing in auditing, taxes, or consulting. Pass a challenging exam
    after graduation and you can earn the title of CPA (certified public
    accountant), CMA (certified management accountant), or CIA (certified
    internal auditor). It's a major for those who love math and business,
    and don't mind snuggling up to a computer.

    10) Sociology. This major--in which you study
    collective human behavior and the social forces that influence
    it--often leads to careers in social work or within non-profit
    organizations serving specific (and often underserved) segments of the
    population. You may also find your niche as a teacher, career
    counselor, writer, politician, or criminologist. Fascinating college
    courses will include the study of crime and violence, sex and gender,
    family, race and ethnic relations, health and illness, social classes,
    religion, community, and public policies. Sociology majors are often
    compassionate folks who are driven to help the people in society who
    need it most.